Toshiya lay back down to try and sleep…but the moon shining through the gap in the curtains kept distracting him. No matter what way he turned he could not avoid the moon. Sighing he decided to give up on sleep, and so he just lay on his back thinking to himself and wishing his lover was there…but he wasn’t and that was just that!

No point in wearing these stockings then is there? Toshiya sighed as he touched the black lacy stockings that he had not yet shown Kaoru but was sure Kaoru would approve… he was just about to slide them off when he heard a faint knock…

Who would come to see me at this time? He slid out from between the silk sheets and put a robe on, figuring no one wanted to see a Toshiya clad only in black lacy stockings…and walked out to the main door, making sure his robe was firmly fastened… he opened the door cautiously…not sure who was there…

Pinkish red hair… spiky?

He swung the door open … excited and incredibly happy…

"Kaoru!" he screamed putting his arms around his beautiful guitarist… kissing his cheekbones…(Toshiya loved the curves…of them…)

Kaoru just smiled as he wrapped his hands around Toshiya’s waist… "Did I wake you?" he asked concerned… as he held Toshiya in his hands, slipping them inside the robe… when Toshiya shook his head Kaoru kissed him and Toshiya pulled him inside the house…

"I was thinking of you! I could not sleep…!" Toshiya said as he bolted the door…

Now I have a surprise for him!

Kaoru’s hands were still firmly on Toshiya’s waist, it was as though he did not want to let go… he sat Toshiya down on the couch and sat down beside him, his face all serious…

"I need to talk to you…" his face was pale…and he looked nervous…

Toshiya’s heart went "doki-doki"… Uhoh!

"Toshiya…" Kaoru took his hands from Toshiya and slid them into his owns pockets… when he took them out he placed a box in Toshiya’s hand and then he stood and walked to the window…not looking at Toshiya.

Toshiya was so confused… he opened the box… there was a small, simple but beautiful sapphire ring…his heart froze…this, this, this, beautiful ring was for him?! His heart melted, he just wanted to take Kaoru in his arms and hold him all night long… his love expanded…not at the value of the ring…but the gesture…

He stood… and then he went and hugged Kaoru…wrapping his whole body around Kaoru…

"You know I am yours…with or without the ring!" He said kissing his neck…

"Will, will…will…you marry me?" Kaoru said trembling…

Toshiya slumped to the floor pulling Kaoru with him…

"I had something for you…too, but compared to your proposal mine feels silly…so cheap…all I can offer you is my love…"

Kaoru smiled, "Your love is more than enough…"

Shyly Toshiya made Kaoru cover his eyes and then he walked out to the hallway, dropping the robe, he told Kaoru to open his eyes… as he walked to him…feeling so self conscious…and worried Kaoru would hate it…

In the darkness Kaoru had to strain his eyes to see Toshiya…when he did his heart stopped…that long-legged beauty was his lover…posing, naked in those stockings for him? Now walking towards…him…Kaoru waited till Toshiya was near by him before standing and taking him into his arms…

They held each other swaying to an invisible music that only they could hear… gently their lips fell together, and parted…Kaoru deepened the kiss holding Toshiya so close to him he could all of Toshiya…he lay Toshiya down on the couch stroking his face as he kissed him… he slowly began to move down Toshiya’s body…nibbling everywhere Toshiya arched under his delicate touch loving the feel of Kaoru’s small but strong hands…

Kaoru slid down lower and lower caressing each part of Toshiya’s body, with his tongue and fingers…Toshiya had been watching the moon, but as Kaoru continued his torture, he found he could no longer keep them open, he bit his tongue to stop his moans…but then he could taste blood…

"Uhhh…"

"Toshiya?" Kaoru raised his head from Toshiya’s sleek stomach… "Do you want me to stop?"

"No…don’t stop!" he moaned as he arched his head back…

Kaoru felt himself growing as his ran his fingers up and down Toshiya’s sexy legs…ignoring his own feelings he licked the top of Toshiya’s thigh…licking in a sensuous swirling pattern as Toshiya wrapped his legs around Kaoru, forcing his arousal into Kaoru’s face…

His mouth closed around the tip of it…he let his tongue play with it…then Toshiya started thrusting in Kaoru’s mouth…Kaoru just let him…

Kaoru’s lips felt so good entwining him…he could not control himself and began to thrust, Kaoru’s hands on his thighs made him thrust even harder…suddenly he slowed right down…as the world suddenly changed colour …

"Ahhhh…" He moaned, lying still… feeling completely drained…Kaoru slid up him non-moving body and kissed him before snuggling down to sleep on his chest…

Toshiya suddenly pushed Kaoru off of his chest… "Excuse me? And what do you think you’re doing?" Toshiya sounded angry and annoyed…

"I was…I was..-…"

"No buts…no explanations! I did nothing for you…now lie on your back…! Do it!"

Kaoru meekly obeyed…Toshiya undressed him sliding each garment carefully of him…then Toshiya began to kiss the dip in his neck…his hands roaming the flat plains of Kaoru’s exquisite chest… he could feel Kaoru growing harder and harder under his touch…

"Kaoru…" he whispered… "I want you to take me now…" his hands guiding Kaoru’s to his backside…showing him the place… "Let tonight …be our first time…"

Toshiya helped Kaoru to sit up, and then he lowered himself into Kaoru’s waist…

Kaoru inserted one finger into Toshiya…slowly pushing it in and out…

"Is this ok?" he whispered…worried in case he should hurt him…

"Ahhh…..more!!" Toshiya moaned as Kaoru sped the movement up…he slid another a finger in…but then Toshiya rose up in his lap…and helped him to enter him…it felt weird to have warm flesh surrounding him…but it felt nice…he began to thrust, pushing further and further into Toshiya…loving the feel, the tightness…together they groaned…

Kaoru sped up, watching Toshiya’s facial expressions as he took him…feeling his own quivering heart beat faster…

Toshiya arched his head back, and slowed their rhythm down…as he felt a glorious release inside him…like an explosion…quickly he realised what it was…

Kaoru slowed his thrusting down as his head fell forward biting Toshiya’s neck as he released his seed deep into Toshiya…as a beautiful feeling filled him up…he never wanted to not be inside of Toshiya…he felt a trickle of something…concerned…he put his hand there…and brought it to his lips…blood…concern flooded him…

"Did…did…did … I hurt you?" he breathlessly mumbled… Toshiya shook his head and smiled shyly to Kaoru before kissing him…

"Fiancé, sleep with me…but don’t leave my body!" he whispered his eyes still shut and his mouth with a dreamy expression…

***

Toshiya woke up…there was something in him? HUH? Then he remembered…and fondly smiled…as he touched the sleeping Kaoru behind him… he pulled Kaoru’s arms tighter around him…and stared at the beautiful ring on his finger…remembering his first time…ever…