~Cruel To Be Kind…~
By Sakurai Mikiko

Author’s note…

Ano…I have just been reading some very good *ahem* lemons…and so it feels like a very opportune moment to er… *Mi-chan blushes* to write some…yaoi! Heehee…so if it’s really hentai…ah…blame Kurara and Aluminum Siren…not me! =P Ok…I’ll start now…~!

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Kaoru slipped a casual pair of shorts on and sunglasses too, with a smile of joy he bounded out onto the waiting beach. Instantly what felt like a wall of solid heat hit him, very different in comparison to the cool interior he had just left!

"Woah~ how the hell do people manage here in this savage heat?" he spoke lightly to himself as he slowly ambled over to where the other members where. Shinya was sensibly lying under a large palm tree in an attempt to avoid the sun, Kaoru changed direction meaning to share the same palm…when a piercing whistle caught his attention! He turned, and the whistle came again, Kaoru blushed realising it was directed at him!

"Sexy!" a familiar voice called out and Kaoru realised it was none other than the sexy bassist, "so sexy when you blush Kaoru-kun!" Toshiya laughed as he yelled out! Die snorted, and looked back to his book flirting…again!

Kaoru pouted at Toshiya, "So you mean…you don’t like my body?" he looked sadly down at his washboard stomach and the six pack…and then looked up meeting Toshiya’s eyes, Kaoru’s eyes fakely filling with tears.

Toshiya menacingly smiled…as he patted the golden sand next to him…implying it was were Kaoru should sit, "No…I don’t like your body…" Toshiya’s lips cruelly curled up in an evil grin as Kaoru’s face fell, he looked visibly wounded. Nevertheless he came sat next to Toshiya…but at an angle so he wasn’t directly next to him.

Kaoru was settling down to read, deciding to ignore the mean and rude bassist, when a slender finger poked his rib, "Ow!" Kaoru crossly called out turning to glare at Toshiya, "If your just going to be mean I won’t sit here!" He turned back to his book, not prepared to listen to Toshiya.

Toshiya prodded him again and when Kaoru angrily turned, he rapidly blinked his eyes smiling sweetly, "Kaoru…" he huskily whispered….

"I am not in the mood Toshiya!" Kaoru’s eyes flashed with anger.

"I just wanted…" he rubbed his hand against Kaoru’s arm, creating friction in the hot air as he lightly licked his lips, "I just wanted to tell you…" Kaoru watched mesmerised, "that I don’t like your body…" Kaoru looked hurt and hung his head lower and offered, "You hate my body…and so does the rest of the world. And you enjoy teasing me" Kaoru looked incredibly depressed, in such a short time he had gone from happy to mizerable. (I swear I don’t spell it this way on purpose!!!)

Toshiya blinked looking at Kaoru, his hand cruised up Kaoru’s sexy arm, resting lightly on his shoulder, "No. You’re wrong. I don’t like your body…I love your body." Toshiya accentuated the last syllables by dropping his voice a notch, making it even more husky and sexy. Kaoru blinked at Toshiya, as if he did not understand. Toshiya smiled shyly and nodded his head, trying to avoid Kaoru’s intense gaze.

"Huh?" Kaoru spoke confused, "Stop joking Toshiya!" He turned away and began to read his book, so engrossed he did not notice someone moving nearer to his hot body. (Hot in both senses…Mi-chan adds…)

Toshiya slyly looked left and then right and then quickly looked left again, no one watching…

Good… he smiled secretly to himself as he slid even closer to his prey, and with one swoop he lowered his teeth in against Kaoru’s shoulder, a light nip that made Kaoru jump, he turned to see Toshiya all most right up against him. Toshiya’s body looking so inviting when it was so near to his own. Toshiya leaned in again and licked the tender spot…Kaoru began to blush, unsure what to do.

"Er…Totchi…" Kaoru uncomfortably began…he stopped taking a deep breath as Toshiya’s whole mouth began to suck on the shoulder, his eyes darted nervously down the curves of Toshiya’s body and then looked to see if anyone was watching! Kaoru gulped in air, trying to breathe normally as Toshiya’s mouth suckled further along his shoulder, his face was turning very red…

Toshiya pulled away with a grin, "Ah…so you liked it?" he looked up seeing Kaoru’s red face as he turned away embarrassed to face the bassist. Toshiya sidled closer, running his hands down Kaoru’s arm, "Kaoru?"

The guitarist turned and not meeting the bassist’s eyes he spoke, "Ano…it’s too hot out here for me, I think I’ll go in now…" Toshiya giggled, at first Kaoru looked amazed and then realising what he had said blushed even more! Kaoru said nothing but shakily stood grabbing his towel and book, he turned and began to walk very quickly away from the beachfront.

"Kaoru-kun! Wait up!"

Kaoru froze, unwillingly waiting for the bassist, whom came quickly running up, "Phew…so hot…can I join you?" he turned those beautiful orbs on Kaoru again, Kaoru gulped as he nodded his head.

*

Kaoru warily stretched out on the couch, his eyes half shut as he began to nod off…the heat was making him tired! Toshiya smiled, seeing him sweetly sleep…he inched nearer and then rubbed the still red mark on his shoulder. Kaoru groaned in his sleep, feeling the fingers on his shoulder.

Toshiya sighed seeing that Kaoru was not waking up, he sat down next to him wrapping his arm around his shoulder. Still the kawaii guitarist slept on!

Aiyoh…why won’t he wake up?

Toshiya silently watched the rhythm of his steady breathing and unconsciously a finger rose up and traced down his cheekbone. Toshiya leaned in closer, he liked looking at Kaoru when he was unaware! Before he knew what he was doing he pressed his lips softly up against Kaoru’s skin, inhaling the scent that lingered on them. His other arm wrapped around Kaoru’s shoulder too, as Toshiya leaned in kissing Kaoru’s high cheek.

Toshiya went to pull away from him when a pair of tiny hands snared his waist in their hold. Kaoru’s head turned and his luscious lips met Toshiya’s lips. Toshiya’s eyes shut slowly as Kaoru pulled him onto his lap. Finishing the kiss, Toshiya pulled back with a naughty smile, "I thought you were innocent, Kaoru-kun?" One eyebrow rose as he moved his finger nearer to Kaoru’s lips. He paused his finger on Kaoru’s lips, Toshiya gasped as Kaoru’s moist mouth enveloped it sucking.

"Kaoru!" Toshiya seductively whispered…moving his body in closer on Kaoru’s lap. Kaoru’s eyes flicked open, an amused smile crossed his lips, seeing Toshiya’s surprised face and his slightly aroused tone. His eyes flitted down to the semi aroused nipples, and one rose up from Toshiya’s waist to play with the sensitive skin. Toshiya gasped as the combination of Kaoru sucking his finger and playing with his nipple was just too arousing.

"Kaoru…" Toshiya’s breath whooshed out in half a moan. Kaoru looked pleased with himself as Toshiya bucked his hips against Kaoru’s. Regrettably Toshiya slid his finger out of Kaoru’s mouth, tracing it along the sexy lines of Kaoru’s body. Before long the air in the room no longer felt cool…but instead rather steamy!

Before Kaoru could press his mouth against Toshiya’s, Toshiya jumped up, tugging Kaoru’s hand. Kaoru had no time to say anything before, Toshiya bodily picked him up, trying to ignore the delicious feel of Kaoru’s body up against his own!

"Totchi!" Kaoru called out kicking his legs in attempt to be let down! Toshiya giggled as he carried him into the little sandy courtyard that connected Kaoru’s room with the other member’s rooms! Toshiya carefully lay him in the sand lowering his swimming shorts quickly despite Kaoru’s protest. Kaoru blushed as he saw where Toshiya’s eyes fell…

Toshiya’s mouth greedily fell upon Kaoru’s chest, nibbling and kissing the skin. Soon Kaoru realised his growing desire as his moans grew more frantic, his sweaty body clinging to Toshiya’s as it offered the only release! His hips rose meeting Toshiya’s own arousal, causing Kaoru to break out in more moans…only thin cotton was in between their aroused bodies.

"Toshiya…" Kaoru’s voice panted as his head lolled against the sand. Toshiya’s hand cruelly enclosed Kaoru…as his mouth fell onto Kaoru’s massaging his tongue against Kaoru. He tightened his grip on Kaoru’s ever-increasing ache, feeling the tension in Kaoru’s body rise. He rubbed his long slender legs against Kaoru’s before sliding away to lie next to Kaoru in the sand. His hand still holding Kaoru as he trembled.

"Toshiya…don’t be so…cruel…" his eyes opened looking so desperate. Toshiya cocked his head, thinking before he spoke, "Ano…I don’t think I can do this with you! You’re a guy!" Kaoru glared at him moving his own hand to his ache.

"Oh, now you decide that! Don’t you think this is a first for me to?" Kaoru leaned up on one elbow…looking very desperate for release, "Please?" Kaoru whispered staring at Toshiya. Toshiya stayed motionless…so Kaoru shut his eyes.

Toshiya stood up, and then using his foot, pushed Kaoru back into the sand. Kaoru’s eyes opened in surprise, just in time to see Toshiya slide his own shorts off. He knelt down, over top of Kaoru’s body, his face looking strangely serious as he gazed at Kaoru.

Kaoru quickly pulled himself into a sitting position and taking the bassist’s lean body in his hands he slid his own mouth over Toshiya’s, rubbing their bodies together in a sensuously slow way. Kaoru’s hand found it’s self between his semi-parted legs…and gently began to rub there. He could feel Toshiya’s desire grow as he slid his finger in.

Before Kaoru could turn the tables around and take control, Toshiya pushed him back down and crawled away from the delicious motion that had been inside him. He lowered his mouth onto Kaoru swirling his tongue along his entire length. Kaoru just gasped and moaned, having trouble staying conscious as Toshiya continued his sweet torture.

Kaoru’s hands vainly tried to grip the sand, in an attempt to have something to cling to, but the grains slid between his fingertips. Toshiya could feel he was about to come, so just that very millisecond before…he removed his mouth. Kaoru’s hands raced to grab Toshiya’s head and force it back, but he was too fast.

"Why are you so cruel?" Kaoru whispered in extreme pain, "Why?"

Kaoru’s only answer was Toshiya laying on top of him, rubbing his hips against Kaoru’s…as he smothered Kaoru in little kisses.

"I want to be cruel to be kind…" Toshiya breathlessly whispered between kisses. He wrapped his arms around Kaoru’s supple waist and using his strength turned their bodies so he was underneath Kaoru. He parted Kaoru’s legs and slid his own finger into the tight opening, pushing it in and out very fast. Kaoru moaned, as sensations grew quickly in his blood. Toshiya stopped again…pulling his finger out…and kissing Kaoru’s nose he whispered, "You want release? Just take me!"

Kaoru lifted his body a little and turned Toshiya over, spreading the long legs. He could not take it any more and roughly slid into Toshiya, he ignored Toshiya’s screams as he began to thrust, moving deeper and deeper into Toshiya. Toshiya’s screams rose…until Kaoru hit the spot, and his screams faded quickly replaced with increasing moans as Kaoru deliciously moved. Kaoru’s teeth grazed Toshiya’s shoulder as he moved faster and then slower as with a sudden burst he came with a long moan. Their breaths intermingled as they panted in the hot air…

*

They were lying naked, entangled in each other’s arms when the others came to find them…

"Finally…" Die said with a hentai grin…as he eyed the blushing Shinya, Kyo snickered and run his toes along the length of Kaoru’s leg, Kaoru stirred under his touch, moaning lightly. Making Kyo snicker even more!

"Wah…so big ne?" Kyo said loudly to Die and Shinya…pointing to the nether regions!

Kaoru popped an eye open and began to blush as he saw all the members smirking down at him and Toshiya. All the commotion made Toshiya wake up too! Before he opened his eyes he grabbed Kaoru and moaned snuggling up to him, "Koi…make them go away!" he sleepily muttered holding Kaoru’s waist! Die and Kyo snickered, seeing Kaoru’s stricken face.

"Koi?" Kyo echoed looking down at them, "Since when?"

Toshiya opened his eyes, "Yes, he’s my koi…since today!" Toshiya smiled running a hand down Kaoru’s flat stomach. Kaoru blushed and then agreed to it, hearing Toshiya say that.

"Awwww…so sweet!" Die said smiling to Shinya, Shinya blushed, not meeting Die’s eyes, "We should leave you guys alone now!" Die winked at Kaoru and then grabbed Shinya, dragging him off! Kyo followed shortly…after gaping some more at their naked bodies…

"Kaoru-kun…" He tickled Kaoru’s stomach gently, "I hope you don’t mind me calling you my koi…" he trailed of as Kaoru kissed him.

"Now I guess you are my koi…" Kaoru smiled messing Toshiya’s hair up as he pulled Toshiya onto him.

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The End~

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